I have surgery booked for next week to see if I have cancer which I am not looking forward to
But things are bothering me
I have been so good with looking after myself and protecting those I have been in contact with during all of this so do I really want to put myself in a hospital environment where there is this hidden killer
NO
I have received my text asking me to book a covid test and in it I am told I have to shield beforehand
I have put a call into the doctor as this making me even more fretful about the procedure and I would rather postpone it
I also have another appointment in my local surgery the following week that for me is more important and that will have to be cancelled if I go through with this
The other glitch that is bugging me is my details being held
Am I just being crazy
Update: spoke to doctor who accused me of overthinking selfishness
Wish I could talk to J
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