Rejection

Another knock back from a job and feeling very teary

I desperately need a hug

One of the things I loved about J was how tactile he was. I could just go up to him and kiss him

Not sure if I am ever going to be held again and I am struggling

I know I need to just put a smile on my face and crack on with agency stuff but part of me thinks I am just wasting my time

I should just blow my remaining funds and bow out of life

I didn’t want to be saved

And now I am drowning and am trying to find a life jacket

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